Solitude

In solitude, I stare at the wall An eerie silence as the teardrops fall Nobody knows what it has done to me Through pain, I speak constantly When I look into my eyes I see the sadness that drags me down Drags me down In solitude with no one to tell Every day is a living hell Trapped in a nightmare year after year I speak to God in tears When I look into my eyes I see the sadness that drags me down Drags me down Just a little boy In too deep Trying to put his demons to sleep Just a little boy In a living hell Here in my head the demons dwell In solitude, I escape and hide All the suffering that is stored inside Wait in vain for my life to begin In this hell, I will shed my skin When I look into my eyes I see the sadness that drags me down Drags me down