Tried So Hard

Tried to find the cure That would heal the hurt that found me Tried to find the key That would unlock these chains around me Tried to find Things that would please Tried to find Things that would ease The pain Tried to run away To see where it would take me Tried to not look back Towards the life that almost killed me Tried to escape To get away from it all Tried to escape This endless freefall Towards pain Tried to go through life That kept trying to break me Tried to dice with death To see how far it would take me Tried everything To get out alive Tried everything To just trying to survive The pain Tried to close my eyes To avoid the truth before me Tried to end it all