Conversations at 3 a.m.

I been prayin on the daily tryna get some healin Tryna keep my head up and not get in my feelings Ole girl hurt me, lead me on, I feel so alone Thought it was gone be forever now I'm back on my own Ignoring every single person turning off my phone Locking up in my room, so I can get up in my zone I jus wish that my pain was forever gone I'm jus tryin to be strong, vent out all my pain on every single song I feel like I do not belong I guess me and love does not get along Wish it was easy to move on but that's not how it is This is the why I never talk about my feelings My heart is bleeding, I need healin this pain's really killin I need to adjust, wish I knew I was enough Do I keep bein a good or do I jus not give a f*ck Why is it so hard, for girls to choose a good guy They'd rather have the one that makes em cry Needa move on with life,I guess it's alright, no need to cry at night Knew I finishin last, soon as I became nice