Recovery

It feels good to live the life of a loner I control my life I'm the owner But I shared my life with plenty muses Late nights in the booth making music Late night valley rides keep me tuned in Lemme welcome you to my illusion All the liquor and the drugs I was abusing It was supposed to be death as my conclusion So now I live life to the fullest Even tho some things I do is kinda foolish You might even thinks it's kinda stupid Skirt! Then pull off in a roofless Grand Cherokee getting me where I need to be Amazing piece of American machinery Sometimes you just gotta change the scenery You smoke weed but haven't seen other greenery You can ask me why am I like this But I ain't gotta answer I'm in control I'm the pilot Still woke even with my closed eye lids Still broke even tho my soul feels rich A renegade nomad I had to leave town By choice cause I'm seeking for peace now Everybody around me tie-ing the knot now My shoes stay unlaced cause I can't be tied down I said I gotta go No I don't wanna leave But I just gotta be myself I need recovery I said I gotta go Gotta go No I don't wanna leave Don't wanna leave But I just gotta be myself I need recovery My therapist would call this depression But I'd say it's more so reflection I'm not out to seek no acceptance Y'all can leave that to social networks But if we keeping it a hunnate Then it's millions that I wanting Turn my nothing's into something With the help from a strong woman I say strong cause that's a word that's misused Weak women no I ain't here to try to diss you If anything I'm always right here to uplift you And listen to your problems and guide you with all your issues But see right there that's the issue Cause all of a sudden y'all start falling When I tell you leave me in the friend zone Now I gotta stop answering my phone Missed calls lead to unanswered friendships That ended on not knowing all the benefits My heart is set on being solo I'm relentless But I have no problem with keeping this endless What I say next might hurt feelings But I feel it may be good advice I ain't got time for myself or my family so how I'ma have time for a wife I said I gotta go No I don't wanna leave But I just gotta be myself I need recovery I said I gotta go Gotta go No I don't wanna leave Don't wanna leave But I just gotta be myself I need recovery I said I gotta go No I don't wanna leave But I just gotta be myself I need recovery I said I gotta go Gotta go No I don't wanna leave Don't wanna leave But I just gotta be myself I need recovery