Heaven jus a mile away

I be feeling like heaven just a mile away Cuz shit getting too real like No rap this my real life Sometimes I feel like it's a million miles away I don't know what I feel like But I know I don't feel right Sprint to my blessing like it's a mile away I'm just trying to feel life Cuz I don't know what it feels like Feeling like I gotta pray a million times a day Cuz I've been in the field like Just living the feild life I've been toting real pipes Cuz all my life been in the field Seeing niggas getting killed like Everywhere I go I gotta tote and have a steel like I can't even chill cuz in the field I lost my real guys I've been trying to heal but tell the truth I can't even heal right Wake up in the morning and my feelings shit don't feel right Take a sip, pop a pill, smoke a blunt see what I feel like I swear this money don't heal a nigga I got real ice I still take chances every time I roll my life like real dice I did real shit on real streets that's why I feel like I might be deceased toting this heat and that don't feel right Like if that happen and I go what my mother gon' feel like Before that happen I at least wanna experience real life You won't understand this song if where you grew up at was real nice Cuz you ain't had it hard You ain't never had to starve You ain't never lose it all you ain't had to sleep all on the floor You ain't never go to war I hope you see tomorrow You ain't even take a loss Imagine loss after loss You ain't from my city if you ain't never seen a nigga get killed at the store Feel like I seen and done it all But I ain't never go to prom I ain't never had a job I be feeling like heaven just a mile away Cuz shit getting too real like No rap this my real life Sometimes I feel like it's a million miles away I don't know what I feel like But I know I don't feel right Sprint to my blessing like it's a mile away I'm just trying to feel life Cuz I don't know what it feels like Feeling like I gotta pray a million times a day Cuz I've been in the field like Just living the feild life