Take the pain away

They say the money and the fame Supposed to take the pain away But all the money in the world Will never take the pain away All the fame in the world Will never take the pain away So I'ma drink until l I earl And try to smoke my pain away I remember going outside Seeing niggas get shot in they face I remember waking up broad day Going outside seeing hella yellow tape Blood all over the ground Bitch I know these streets ain't safe That's why I'm riding with this K 'Cause I can really die today And I ain't really trying to lose my life Just trying to make a way And I ain't really trying to lose my life Just tryna make a play 'Cause everybody getting it out the mud Ain't no love in these streets And I still don't get no peace Trying to dodge death and police And I still don't get no sleep I barely even eat I ain't even gonna lie Shit has almost been like a week I've been rolling off these pills I've been rolling off this weed I've been rolling off these percs I've been rolling off these beans I've been trying to bust these P's Trying to sell these OZ's I've been trying to count these G's Trying to put that shit in my jeans I've been riding around with two 9 Rugers And an AR with a beam I can't trust a soul And sometimes I can't even trust my team They say the money and the fame Supposed to take the pain away But all the money in the world Will never take the pain away All the fame in the world Will never take the pain away So I'ma drink until l I earl And try to smoke my pain away Smoke my pain away I smoke my pain away Drain my pain away It's been a rainy day Shit ain't the same today I feel insane today Smoke my pain away I've been knew these streets, ain't safe Bitch, I'm riding around with that K You can really get hit today I done seen niggas get slayed I remember in the 10th grade, that nigga haze Showed me 10 bands in the school He got killed the same day Then I seen Black rob his own man's And they was cool since the first grade I'm just trying to inform you If you don't understand my ways All these scars need a first aid Seen my man on the first page This shit fill niggas up with rage You don't understand my pain All this blood on the street I got blood on my feet Feel like I'm in the army All the soldiers I see deceased Got me riding with my heat Used to go to school with a .22 Now I got that .223 Growing up in Baltimore like Iraq Bitch, I got PTSD I knew 12 niggas that done got killed in 1 year That was like 2015 Same year, lost my grandmother And my uncle next in 2016 And I just heard that nigga Smoke got hit Just for saying "go get the heat" So you ain't never got to tell me I already know talk is cheap Shit had me fucked up in the head So I gotta say R.I.P And the most fucked up part about it is They killed his bitch the next week And my mother got the nerve to wonder Why I'm riding around with this big .30 piece, yeah