Delusions

Just when I feel like I got it, it's eroding again Now you're wondering why I went silent, don't know where to begin You moved on in a flash I was just place holding shit again Now I'm just sitting here blaming myself for the same shit Delusions, I can't seem to shake the thought of you being here Delusions, dreaming that some day you'll just reappear And if shed a tear it won't be for the loss of the last ho Make believe what you want, you can make me the asshole The moment I feel like we got it, shit exploded again Now you're wondering why I went silent, why I'm frozen again Girl you should know it's confusing the way you throw your heart around But my heartbeat's broken too girl I know the sound Girl you're nervous; swear up and down you're not just faking Never would have given you my heart if I'd known you'd break it Delusions, I can't seem to shake the thought of you being here Delusions, dreaming that some day you'll just reappear And if shed a tear it won't be for the loss of the last ho Make believe what you want, you can make me the asshole Delusions