I Messed It Up

Cut the intro I saw her walking at my school today My eyes popped open I was blown away I stare at her, it was pure reaction It's Ryncaria, instant attraction What're the odds we both end up here I dreamt this up, and now she appears She's more beautiful outside my screen I head towards her, I kinda make a scene My heart was pounding, my chest was tight My head was spinning, didn't feel alright I started talking, I was way too quick She was shocked, her face looked sick That's when I knew I messed it up That's what I do I mess it up No shot with you I screwed it up Nothing left to do I blew it up I messed it up I messed it up I messed it up I messed it up Barely remember what it was I said I was excited then my courage fled Told her that I watch almost every stream That this was surreal, kinda like a dream I realized I had made a mistake No way to go back, to hit the brakes I apologized and I took a step back Two breathes short of a panic attack Ryncaria stuttered and she said okay Nice to meet you, then she walked away I was stuck, I was frozen in place Eyes on her but my mind in space My heart sank and my face was red Her frown on repeat in my head My first impression was entirely bad Nothing left to do but feel all sad God it's true, I messed it up That's what I do I mess it up Why I'd have to screw it up You idiot you blew it up I messed it up I messed it up I messed it up I messed it up Now I'm on my piano at my dorm My guilt and regret swirling into a storm I can't believe it, it was all so fast I got to meet Ryncaria at last I thought I'd get to live my dream Flirt with her and join her stream But I turned my own dream to dust Instantly from boon to bust Why do I have to be this way? On a team we'll never play I guess I won't write her a song Should I disappear, or say so long Apologize and take the blame I understand if never want to game Ryncaria it's all my fault I guess I'll have to make an alt Awesome how you blew it Zac Sped too much, flew off the track You didn't stop, you didn't think Now you'll only mope and drink Now I'm the jerk, now I'm the fool Failure is my only rule I'm the one that you'll mock I'll guess I'll let my piano talk Why am I so weird and obsessive Awkward, rude, crazy, possessive Why do I scare people away With the way I act and the things I say No surprise, I messed it up Tears in my eyes, I messed it up Why do I always mess it up? Hey maybe I'm just messed up I messed it up I messed it up I messed it up I messed it up I messed it up I messed it up I messed it up I messed it up I messed it up I messed it up I messed it up I messed it up