I Try Not to Associate With Myself (feat. Sarah Gaygen)

Hey, you're awake There's some stuff I ought to tell you It's probably not a big surprise That someday you'll hear my wistful cries Life has a way of taking things away I know that'll I'll lose this all someday My good grades, my looks, my money, my streaming My creative drive and my whimsical dreaming In my heart I know that it's true I'll lose it all and then I'll lose you I really just can't keep it together When life should be good, I'm under the weather Bad things seem to follow me around So I push my hopes into the ground I've quit acting, quit drawing, quit the violin It'll all fall apart, I just can't win Can't you see it? Did you notice? You say goodbye I start to cry I don't what to say it's just a cloud above my head Good things turn to bad and then I'm old then I'm dead I've lost it all before and then I've lost it all again Now I'm off at college and I've only made one friend More than just a friend, but that's just what I fear The cloud goes away whenever you get near Being with you, it takes away the pain Seeing you smile it keeps me sane Can't you see it? Did you notice? You say goodbye I start to cry Can't you see it? Did you notice? You say goodbye I start to cry