burton

Okay just listen to my words And the story I tell Well if you listen for a second Maybe it could do you well It could do you good And help me get up out the hood Maybe it could heal your soul While I'm healing mine I'm taking time I'm tryna do it right I'm tryna heal all of the pain that I hide inside That I push behind my perfect smile and my eyes Maybe if you paid attention Maybe you could've realized When I was down bad And I was fighting demons in my mind They was choking me While I was crying I had dreams and hopes of flying Relying on myself Cause I don't trust nobody else I gotta be great I cannot be good I somehow always been misunderstood They took my kindness for weakness But now I'm back like a mean bitch And maybe this and maybe that But we can never go back And we can never change the past Don't reminisce on what you could've Put yo shoulda coulda wouldas in a bag And save that shit for later Don't give a f*ck no more I'm tryna get this fucking paper Well I'm the referee And y'all just play my game And nah this ain't no lesbo flow But I'm in love with mary jane And I ain't poppin no perc But you could do as you like And I ain't takin no xanny On my darkest of nights The same shit different toilet If I rap it then I wrote it If you knew me you would know this I been down and I'm soulless I ain't a hoe but I'm hoe less Got no emotions cause they bogus And yes The realist bitch wrote this If this my sonnet I pawn it Cause I'll be gold one day Man play this shit when I pass I hope my memory last Used and abused It was like weed was my muse I was raped at like 15 and no body had clue I guess I hid it pretty well Behind my smile and my hair Well I hid it for myself So I ain't have to feel despair You asked about my demons I could write you a whole list But f*ck that Let's go back To when I was a young innocent kid They called me devil child And I ain't reminiscing But that shits where it started It could've tainted my soul And I just thought you should know The things you say to little kids Cause and effect what happens next The seeds you plant into your mind Could take a toll for a life time I'm tryna keep my faith aligned And spread a love that's so Devine And I pray my soul never dies Well Original sin It seemed like a woman screwed up from the get But do not pretend Like you would be here if it wasn't for them So why do the men Feel like they could use us abuse us and bend I do it for them For all of the woman pushed over the end Yo nigga ain't sending flowers You look like you lost without him But bitch you need to retire That mental burn it in fire I'm building a fucking empire My dreams I will aspire My heart is heavy i'm tired But I will not stop till I reach the top F*ck a mil I'm hitting a bil While you hittin licks I'm getting rich Just hit a three Call me kobe Lord do you hear me I'm on bended knees Help me please Damn My demons they on top of me And All day and all night I just wanted a peace of mind And all my chakras are aligned Now it's finally my fucking time Middle fingers in the air cause I never fucking cared Middle fingers in the air cause I never fucking cared Middle fingers in the air cause I never fucking cared