basement

Taste forgiveness, taste the rage My new lines all sound the same All these years I still can't stay awake F*ck forgiveness, face the truth Speak the past and come unglued Sounds harsh but it's just my point of view Can't say the scar doesn't hurt I was owed more than what it was worth Looking back or am I looking in Reflected in my heartbeat Amazed it didn't kill me Don't wanna know who I could've been (I still feel it) Memories I can't sweat out Low blood pressure, warbled sounds I can't seem to find the words to say Rake my mind for something new Find a cure for feeling used I've grown accustomed to these hollow days Can't say the scar doesn't hurt But the anger's lost the burn Looking back or am I looking in Reflected in my heartbeat Amazed it didn't kill me Don't wanna know who I could've been (I still feel it) I feel the aftermath in my bones The tension comes between us When did god desert us? An ache almost two decades old (Why do I still feel it?) Looking back or am I looking in Reflected in my heartbeat Amazed it didn't kill me Don't wanna know who I could've been