cold tea

You don't wanna stay but I don't wanna go Reading books of truth, trying to find some rules Am I meant to die or stare at it through glass? Split into two scared halves Marbles and a dice, dusty game boards and cake it's a kid's party with nothing to celebrate I'm trying to bring them back and apologise for changing myself and muting lullabies I took our likes and replaced them with lies nobody will love us if we reunite I replaced hot chocolate with cold and undrunk tea but God I never found out what I need