eye of the storm

I'm on a straightaway from St. Louis Back to the city of fake love and movement Got me thinking that I should cancel flights Or maybe I just bought gasoline for a candlelight Too flammable for open flames Rather a pressing pest than hopeless lame Nobody gon cope the same A Honda Civic can beat a Benz but only if it knows its lane It's not about the driver it's how you chose to aim Bars is Cowboys against Packers I give y'all coldest game Not afraid to show the pain Tired of carrying the city on my back this Little Rock still the reason for all my shoulder pain Hunchbacked like Notre Dame Never been a Superman and still might f*ck Lois Lane Sorry bro you know the game I could move Mona Lisa like I stole the frame My shit a work of art Topped by nothing else just like a hoe in vain If she asks me to be loyal I'ma show her Dame Then I turn to 35 cause I got two phones in name I ain't sell out for no bitch I ain't got no hoe in me There ain't no hoe in me Eating something I can't pronounce in Chinese With my twin man we goddamn near Siamese High school groupies like Can you sign these? Disappear for a year you can't find me I'm grateful for how my shit has been taking off Changed the group chat name to Dandruff the way they flaking off I only had dreams to make it this far Now I'm lost on my own and need to take charge Came a long way from writing raps inside the garage Tiny little Daulton with a shaky voice and big heart Only played the drums quickly gave up on the guitar Studying good kid, m.A.A.d city the main resource Now I need a restart Thinking this life shit was sweet F*ck it eat a SweetTart And now you just see me with beats Bouncing like a seesaw My friends used to be in them streets But it could not be me nah Wonder where I would be now Battled for three years before I beat depression, heard that Last year I probably wouldn't read your message Well this year I probably still won't read your message Only difference is now different intentions I kinda had to sit and shit in the same pot I pissed in And now honestly I feel like the whole bottom was lifted I know that I am gifted I just hope it don't go missing I had no pride in myself way before I had ambition I locked myself inside my room until I had a vision I almost matched up with my doom until my pastor listened And up until 2016 I never questioned God But now it's a lot more questions than I got answers for