FADE AWAY

When I'm triggered, yeah, I tend to fade away Opens up a portal in my brain, it activates Been so long, and I try to hold on My grip's gettin' loose how long can I stay Strong when my brain it activates I need to hold on Tuck in all my problems keep on movin' till I solve em Even with some brightness, I'm blinded bless me oh Father Never givin' up my legacy is my daughters All my life, it really seems I've gone the Harder way Really seen some things, that no doubt would take your heart away Even through this pain, I try to end up on the other side, it's far away Walkin' through this haze it gettin sticky and it's hard to see Takin' the roll, goin beast mode It's been a long time since a nigga like me I ain't got a boast, baby, I'ma just show ya I'm that new nigga that you really wanna meet Goin' down this road, it's a roll of the dice When I earned my stripes, we was trappin out that west side Big bro still breathin' gave the heater " Protect the family wrong or right" Took an oath, and now I gladly give my life Been down this road, I've given it time Too many situations, it's a never-ending sight Some never comin' home, I've right too many wrongs But I'ma rise, I'll see the lights When I'm triggered, yeah, I tend to fade away Opens up a portal, and my brain, it activates Been so long, and I try to hold on My grip's gettin' loose, how long can I stay strong When my brain, it activates, I need to hold on Tuck in all my problems, keep on movin' till I solve them Even with some brightness, I'm blind and bless me, oh, Father Never givin' up my legacy, it's my daughter Work hard over time, come to set the bar Boy, if you gon' get it, best be knowin' who you are Constant grindin', homies just reachin' for the stars Get it, man, get it, man, that's the only law Always shootin' for the gold, cause I know it's not far I was doin' fine, just workin' nine to fives Then I came to realize somethin' missin' from Inside Keepin' on that grind, keepin' on that grind Every decision that I make is complicated Hopin' it's the best in every way, don't wanna blow it I know where my mind is, and I know where my family should be My family's always right, I stand right beside them I got bottles open, them party cups, they got gin Man, I'm bout to sin, f*ck it, just dive right in Indulge in what you fear and let them be more clear