Long Nights

Long nights, long days, hurt so bad even dope don't heal the pain, yet I do it on a daily I'm afraid, hard to stand when I carry this much weight Long nights, long days, hurt so bad even dope don't heal the pain, yet I do it on a daily I'm afraid, hard to stand when I carry this much weight If we talk about the weight, we talkin bout where I came from Real young put with a family inside the system Ignore a child until you're forced to listen Supposed to help but my scared eyes were glistened Yanked out the house, not knowing where we were going now No time to figure it out, my heart was racing a thousand miles What will I call my home? What do I know? What did I do wrong So many questions, where do I belong Long nights, long days, hurt so bad even dope don't heal the pain, yet I do it on a daily I'm afraid, hard to stand when I carry this much weight Long nights, long days, hurt so bad even dope don't heal the pain, yet I do it on a daily I'm afraid, hard to stand when I carry this much weight I'm walking through this haze, seen a few long days and I'm trying to hold on I got some weight on my back, watch my girl throw it back but it still ain't helping my soul Try to tell me move on but my mind won't budge, so I keep steppin strong That's who I am, my mental is damned, so I put it in my song What's to stop me? Who's gonna stop me? Two beats just from ending it all They say it's selfish, don't embellish, put your chin up and just stay strong Long nights, long days, hurt so bad even dope don't heal the pain, yet I do it on a daily I'm afraid, hard to stand when I carry this much weight Long nights, long days, hurt so bad even dope don't heal the pain, yet I do it on a daily I'm afraid, hard to stand when I carry this much weight Long nights, long days, long days