Alive (feat. ZOE (UTAU))

I want to bathe in a pool, truly free I want to lay in a pool, truly free from this No point of sleep anymore I wish I could live in peace But that's not for me Opinions that aren't for me I'm living on the dream Of what I should be Everything that I've done I'm seen by no one Still, I will live on I know I'll get through this I will be okay I want to tame my intrusive head Whatever that happens will be fine My thoughts are lying to me I know objectively I'll come out fine Nonetheless I am going crazy 'Cuz they won't shut up Thank god I know that I can Separate them from truth instead I'm fixing the problem I want to be okay My memory lied to me But I'm healing every day Affirming what I know Will override the lie That I'm not going to Come out of this alive I will live through all this I will get to know peace I will live through this I will get to know peace I demand that these thoughts Of peril leave my head I know I'll be okay Bathe me with positivity I'm truly free Reality will be what I need Oh oh oh oh oh I'll be alive Alive