Drowning

Hey, it's me. I mean, you know that I know I keep calling and texting I don't mean to be annoying This is me trying I don't know if or when you'll ever call me back, but I'll keep trying I don't really know where to start, and I don't want to say the wrong thing, and I know it won't mean anything unless it's held in the heart, so I just want you to know that I'm sorry I'm lost in the shadows, drowning in my sorrows Can't escape this feeling, it's hard to let go You were my light, my guidance star, but now you're gone and it's tearing me apart I'm lost in the shadows, drowning in my sorrows Can't escape this feeling, it's hard to let go You were my light, my guidance star, but now you're gone and it's tearing me apart Without you, I'm just a broken soul, searching for meaning in this cold world Every breath feels heavy, every step feels wrong I'm desperately trying to find where I belong Without you, I'm lost in the dark Can't find my way back, can't mend this broken heart I'm searching for answers, but they're nowhere to be found Without you, my world's turned upside down I'm lost in the shadows, drowning in my sorrows Can't escape this feeling, it's hard to let go You were my light, my guidance star, but now you're gone and it's tearing me apart I'm lost in the shadows, drowning in my sorrows Can't escape this feeling, it's hard to let go You were my light, my guidance star, but now you're gone and it's tearing me apart I'm haunted by memories, They playing on repeat Everywhere I look, it's your face I see I miss your laughter, your touch, your voice Without you, I'm left with an empty choice I'm trying to figure out where I belong in this cold, cold world Can't find my way back, can't find my way back home I'm searching for answers, but they're nowhere to be found Without you, my world's turned upside down I'm lost in the shadows, drowning in my sorrows Can't escape this feeling, it's hard to let go You were my light, my guidance star, but now you're gone and it's tearing me apart I'm lost in the shadows, drowning in my sorrows Can't escape this feeling, it's hard to let go You were my light, my guidance star, but now you're gone and it's tearing me apart I'm lost in the shadows, drowning in my sorrows Can't escape this feeling, it's hard to let go You were my light, my guidance star, but now you're gone and it's tearing me apart And I'll keep apologizing for as long as it takes I know I made a big mistake I'm sorry for what I did, for what I said. I didn't mean it I wish you could take it back