Skipped a Page

I skipped a page in my notebook Just to write this song And that is to say, this is something that I haven't done in a long Long, long, long time I didn't come to play I've been working on me, I remember feeling so blue And so I skipped a page in this notebook As a reminder that I grew Grew, grew so much Life hit me like a ton of bricks Cliche, but the cliches tend to do the trick I remember waking up one morning Sick to my stomach, but didn't want to vomit, no Didn't want to get up or leave the bed Am I ill or is it just in my head Am I dealing with shh I never dealt with? If we don't talk about shh, can it be dealt with Tried to brush it off, get back on track But it wouldn't stop, it's getting bad I barely sleep at all, insomniac And I have work tomorrow, can't think about that Missing paychecks, missing school, losing friends Missing family, out of town, can't see them What's the point of it all? No point in questioning Starting over tomorrow, let's make the best of it I skipped a page in my notebook Just to write this song And that is to say, this is something That I haven't done in a long Long, long, long time I didn't come to play I've been working on me I remember feeling so blue And so I skipped a page in this notebook As a reminder that I grew so much So much that I have been Getting back to me Actually, factually speaking, I'm Just getting to know myself And I had a lot of help I used to try and do it all, kick myself if I dropped the ball Bigger they are, the harder they fall And I can say that cause I'm talking about the ego involved I've never been the type to doubt or question my resolve And if I did, I wasn't doing what I felt I was called to do Who knew Who knew that a change in attitude could change everything about you I skipped a page in my notebook Just to write this song And that is to say, this is something That I haven't done in a long time I didn't come to play I've been working on me I remember feeling so blue And so I skipped a page in this notebook As a reminder that I grew so much