Excuse My Pain

Excuse my pain I felt like sharing to the mic today If I don't make it rapping best believe I got another way She took my heart away so Ima live this life without a bae I shot my shot at shawty like a nigga played for Golden State I think I had a better chance at going on a blind date What the hell is wrong with me Or did God choose this for my fate I jump into relationships with too high of a heart rate My self-esteem low please don't judge me Ima be okay I'll give up everything just to locate my soul mate Where she at I'm tryna really find out now I pull up with my brothers Know how we do it we walk in and shut the whole party down He be putting that shit on forreal Got on air force ones with a brand new pea coat I admit sometimes I get in my feelings on the mic got me feeling like Ne-Yo Excuse my pain I feel like I wasn't made the same I make a sad song seem like every single day I know how to stay strong Ask the Lord for better days Don't call me New Edition I can't stand the fucking rain Let's roll A young nigga hot fresh out of the stove I put in that work to get here on my own I'm telling you now you ain't wiping my nose Drop me boy you know that's a no I can't even lie all my brothers on go For the 18 bday I put on all white drip like a young nigga jumped in the snow I be on go do you hear me Lil nigga I ran this shit up on my own yeah I got ice in my veins I pull up from the three like I was DLo If you ain't my kin How the hell you gone tell me to chill That boy out his mind he must popped a pill Oh she wanna be down now I threw that girl over the hill I got to text my brother and make sure he straight like aye what you on bro You ain't heard none yet I got to whole lotta music you know it's a big load I can talk to the mic every night in about 1 to 3 flows And it's crazy cause some nights I be feeling like going in beast mode Loyalty gone keep us all in sync I'm still that same nigga from that Saratoga street And by the time I die I hope I bring the world some peace Until then you gone have to listen to me Excuse my pain I felt like sharing to the mic today If I don't make it rapping best believe I got another way She took my heart away so Ima live this life without a bae I shot my shot at shawty like a nigga played for Golden State I think I had a better chance at going on a blind date What the hell is wrong with me Or did God choose this for my fate I jump into relationships with too high of a heart rate My self-esteem low please don't judge me Ima be okay I'll give up everything just to locate my soul mate