Saving Myself

if you strip me from family  take away all my friends leave me with nothing being all by myself   would I crumble to pieces fade away where would I stay  if you take my possessions   leaving nothing behind  no more distractions to structure my life would I loose my meaning forget my name who would I blame   I tell myself don’t be afraid we all get lost and found each day so I try again I try again by saving myself if you cut off my fingers  and pull out my tongue  rip me to pieces with nowhere to run could you hear my heartbeat  still beating on while everything’s gone  I tell myself  don’t be afraid   we all get lost and found each day   so I try again I try again by saving myself I try again I try again by saving myself hmm it’s not a difficult equation  some kind of higher math   We all get lost in a world that’s gone mad and no one’s gonna save me   unless I believe eyes wide open facing my fears so I try again I try again by saving myself I try again I try again by saving myself
 where do I go to at the end of my days is there some kind of heaven or just a blank piece of space is there a deeper meaning for being alive with so many fights I tell myself  don’t be afraid we all get lost and found each day  so I try again I try again by saving myself oh I try again I try again by saving myself I try again I try again by saving myself