Isolated

I’m not isolated I just like personal space That could mean miles away That could mean I need to think That could mean drowning inside That could mean I need a drink Or maybe I’m blind by my pride Maybe I’m crossing the brink I never tried raising my sails Cause my ship was destined to sink I’d rather be showered in lies Than hearing the truth when it stings They know that I’m dying inside But my grave is too far to reach You’ll find the truth in my eyes I don’t have secrets to keep I dream but I don’t like to sleep I feel like I don’t have the time Cause time’s never waited on me I don’t hide my face when I cry When I’m filled up too much I might leak My cup’s overflowing with blessings But they’re not my blessings to keep These are just valuable lessons They tell me my father’s a king Then why do I feel like a step son If I sacrifice everything Will that mean that one day I’ll impress him? And hopefully one day we’ll meet Bet he understands my obsession I’m praying he’s praying for me Cause even the strong meet defeat I’m not isolated I just like personal space That could mean miles away That could mean I need to think That could mean drowning inside That could mean I need a drink Or maybe I’m blind by my pride Maybe I’m crossing the brink