Autism Vaccine Blues

I've got texts flying in and missed calls on my phone I've got debt collectors that won't leave me alone I've got a cricket for a conscience I can't shoo away I've got the blood of the lamb over my doorway Oh no That little pill made me well, now I feel everything I hear Doubting Thomas, the song that he sings I see the screens that we worship and the holes they don't fill I smell the sweat on her neck, it's how I know I could kill Oh no Bless me father, I've sinned Have you seen the shape I'm in? The cure has opened my eyes But now I can't pray away These autism vaccine blues I've got autism vaccine blues They said ""take this to relax, it'll keep you calm"" They said the tumor would shrink before it killed my mom I called to tell you I love you, would you please hold the line? I go to the altar, and I wait for a sign The car won't charge, my phone's outta gas The gulfs on fire, its full of plastic trash There's a lump in my chest, the bees are in my head I never wondered before if I'd be better off Oh no Bless me father, I've sinned Have you seen the shape she's in? The vampire squid sucked me dry And now I can't pray away These autism vaccine blues I got texts flying in The holes won't fill The sweat on her neck is how I know I could kill I called to tell you I love you The bees are in my head, I never wondered before if I'd be better off dead Bless me Father, I've sinned Have you seen the shape I'm in? The cure has opened up my eyes But now I can't pray away These autism vaccine blues I've got autism vaccine blues