ISSUES! (WHAT?) (Intro)

Should've been dead by the 10th of January But I've been alive ever since Shouldn't never bothered makin' it to February Somehow I'm holdin' on ever since Been taken for granted, been left empty-handed My life is demented, broken, I done ranted The more the merrier, damn well I cannot marry her I bleed, you plead, to me, you see What doesn't kill me might make me wanna fucking kill you Friends, lovers, enemies, might reveal the real you Running out of patience, love's a drug, and I misuse Hanging over by a thread, got my neck up in noose If I could, bitch I would Hurt you like I should Rip you down apart Tear you up like tissues Know this since the start I know I got issues The grudge is, too fucking, heavy I've been tryna get myself okay Have I reached the point of no return? I've been tryna get myself okay Have I reached the point of no return? I've been tryna get myself okay Have I reached the point of no return? I've been tryna get myself Have I reached the point of no