I Remember

Thinking of you all night long 'Cause I heard all about us in a famous song Only some of the words were wrong You're not here And I'm not that strong When everybody else has gone to sleep I have only myself to keep I go inside my head too deep I tell myself no more But that precipice is steep I want to fade away, but it's not true It's all OK when I remember you I'd like to take it back a year or two I've learned from my mistakes So I'd know what not to do I remember when your cat ran away I remember you were sad that day I remember phone calls with you I remember not telling you I remember your first date with him I remember how I envied him I remember silent jealousy I remember notes you gave to me I remember reading by tree light I remember how you looked that night I remember driving out to Hell I remember you very well Who am I supposed to find? Anyone but me Who am I supposed to love? Love, are you crazy? I never seem to get too near It may be some intrinsic fear I'll always think of you, it's clear But you're not here And I miss you, dear The time has passed now, it's a shame No one's at fault, no one's to blame No wind can blow out this flame And the more things change The more they stay the same