Don't Catch Feelings

Tryna tell myself I can't really catch no feelings I can't fall in love again, my heart, you tried stealing I thought we'd be forever, but now I regret kneeling I met you back when I was young, back when I still tried healing But I don't think I'll ever be whole again I don't think I'll ever be home again My home was someone, I called your name I can't go down that road again I believed in love at first sight when I met you back on that first night We knew each for nine nine months and I thought you'd be my first wife I guess god doesn't want it And then another came, and said"I'm on it" Cause now a bitch back from the past is all I'm using for profit She was playing games like plain Jane and then gifting me a fake chain And now she's the reason I overthink and why I can't stay sane Tryna tell myself I can't really catch no feelings I can't fall in love again, my heart, you tried stealing I thought we'd be forever, but now I regret kneeling I met you back when I was young, back when I still tried healing I kept telling myself"don't do it" My heart said that you're the one And you ain't the one that I'd throw away Or a little flavor of the month You kept thinking I was one of his friends That was just tryna hit once But that wasn't me, that was your man You were falling for his bluff If I catch feelings, I'll fall in love And I can't be doing that shit again Because it all ends in the same way You'll tell me that you wanna be friends Like putting on the same movie Knowing every detail, how it ends But can't fix it, can't risk it Going back in time to back then Four chapters in our book And not a single one was my favorite Because they were all the same with what you did When every moment with you, I'd savor it You were thinking you were tryna help me But really you just enabled it There's a new guy up in your life But he's just me with different flavoring And even when I heard about him I still kept you in my life I'd do anything and everything Girl, you could name a high price I thought we'd ride off in the sunset I thought that we'd live a high life But this crow is on his own Cause you tossed me into the wildlife Tryna tell myself I can't really catch no feelings I can't fall in love again, my heart, you tried stealing I thought we'd be forever, but now I regret kneeling I met you back when I was young, back when I still tried healing