I love you, and I'm sorry

I love you I know you heard me I know you hurt me But I love you You know I meant it And I'm sorry I know that it was way too much to ask But I was promise I don't love you for your ass I love you cause you're you and you're there when I need you But I'm sorry cause I felt like before when we were friends, that our friendship was hiding behind a mask I said I love you, but I never said in love I never thought we'd have the bond we got when we aint blood After everything I lived through, I think I can make a flood With my tears for all these years, drown my sorrows in a bud But I'm sorry about the bad guy in your life And I'm glad after the incident, we can say that we're alive I'm just glad that I can say that you were always by my side Even when you didn't choose me, and was dating another guy That's why I love you You never changed the type of person that you were My friends asked "who's next?" I told them "it was her", you I lied, you're my last You were still part of my life When I told you about my past You might be number three But number one inside my draft Cause this is different, not a race And we ain't rushing nothing fast So I'm sorry It was out of desperation Yeah I'm sorry But our future's kinda foggy I love you I know you heard me I know you hurt me But I love you You know I meant it And I'm sorry I know that it was way too much to ask But I was promise I don't love you for your ass I love you cause you're you and you're there when I need you But I'm sorry cause I felt like before when we were friends, that our friendship was hiding behind a mask You know I love you Even when you didn't choose me I hope you're not afraid About the day that you gon' lose me Cause you won't, I hope one day I'll meet your parents And one day you'll introduce me Cause I'm never giving up I hope one day that you'll pursue me I'm sorry I think I'm overstepping Let's not try to move too fast And don't talk about the wedding I remember when we met I just couldn't stop sweating I was chasing for your heart But that's the one thing I ain't getting I lived a hard life before I ever even met you It was different right before you came along And then everything changed the day you found out bout my songs And then you heard the one about you, and I thought that you'd be gone, but I was wrong I thought I couldn't trust you, but I guess the guys were right You loved me 'cause of me, and didn't care about my height I always talked about my wrongs, but never talked about my rights Even if you're off the market, I'm still auctioning a price But I still wouldn't blame you if my offer, you declined But if you stayed, to be honest, I would actually be surprised I still get that happy feeling every time that you reply Cause this isn't what I'm used to, is it my time to shine? I know that I'm not the perfect guy I'm the guy who can't control himself when he's high But if you were by my side, I could try I promise, I just hope this ain't goodbye I love you I know you heard me I know you hurt me But I love you You know I meant it And I'm sorry I know that it was way too much to ask But I was promise I don't love you for your ass I love you cause you're you and you're there when I need you But I'm sorry cause I felt like before when we were friends, that our friendship was hiding behind a mask