Intro

My friend Anthony, before he passed away He told me "if there's something you don't wanna do, but you know you should Then you should do it" And that has been one of the biggest life lessons I've ever learned. I've done things I didn't want to, I've done things I'm not proud of I've done things and I've said things That have even made me lose people who are close to me But in the end, I always knew that I should I've lost a lot of friends by making hard decisions because I knew I had to. I've lost a lot of people in my life And every person tells me that after someone lets me out of their life That they made a big mistake The mistake of letting me go But the truth is it's not their fault It's mine They didn't make the mistake of letting me go, I made the mistake of letting them in I genuinely thought that there were good people out there That there were people who cared about me, who were there for me I thought they were the heroes of my story, but they were actually the villains My whole life, I though my life was perfect, but really... It was all just a fantasy