Mixed Emotions

Mixed emotions, I feel it Feel the pain, you can't heal it I loved you way too much But mistakes, I can't repeat it I don't ever lose, undefeated Til' I saw you in the bed cheating If the only thing you were tryna do Was hurt me, then you succeeded I had you up on my speed dial But you ain't answering calls Saw your new man, but we ain't friends Just wait till we go brawl Before, you said that you cared for me But all your talking was cap Said you missed me when I started singing I'm coming back into rap You played me like I ain't shit to you Everything you contribute to It was all a game, I don't wanna play Don't talk about shit I didn't do You acting like it's all my fault But you're the one who messed up You don't take the blame, you just put it on me Even to this day, haven't fessed up But I still miss you, I can't diss you Screwed me up, I still forgive you All the things that I did with you Everything that I didn't give you Your gold digging ass played me You kept telling me you don't hate me You're the one who stayed right next to me When I was in pain and said save me I thought I met my one and only Now she the reason that I'm lonely She be saying she know the Kro But she don't know Dev Joshi You told me that you like hockey So on your heart, I play goalie If you haven't listened my whole song Then listen up very closely Mixed emotions, I feel it Feel the pain, you can't heal it I loved you way too much But mistakes, I can't repeat it I don't ever lose, undefeated Til I saw you in the bed cheating If the only thing you were tryna do Was hurt me, then you succeeded I don't know if I still love you I don't know if I still hate you Even though I cared for you You still said I wouldn't date you Everything you were telling me Is a thing I could relate to Then you saw me as the villain And forgot the things I gave you Girl, I hope you understand I tried to lend you a hand I hoped you'd be my love But I guess things ain't how we planned And now you broke me You said our thing was low-key You said you got a new man And that's one thing that provokes me He don't know me I never knew about true love Til I met you back that summer You kept crying to me on the phone And I just let you in in my comfort Then our bond grew, said I want you I talked about you to my mother Then you kicked out of your house When I forgot to bring my rubber Time only can tell I don't know what I'll do next Cause you broke my heart in pieces When you sent the late night text You said I was like the others But I really tried my best But then you left me, made me hopeless And your face, I can't forget Mixed emotions, I feel it Feel the pain, you can't heal it I loved you way too much But mistakes, I can't repeat it I don't ever lose, undefeated Til I saw you in the bed cheating If the only thing you were tryna do Was hurt me, then you succeeded