One or the Other

There was a point I fell in love with both of you in different summers Neither one of you can say that we're the same shade of color Everything that you both put me through is hard to recover But it's time to make decisions, I'll have one or the other There's this one who knew me long ago, I used to be a Prince She said "I'm your biggest fan", now she's the one I always diss I don't know if we're still friends, cause you never gave me hints Now you're with another guy and I don't know if I'll forgive I remember when we met, I told my friends about you, then you went and fucked with him And you're the reason I kept going, then I quit and wasn't slim Or shady, then because of you, I became committed to the gym Back in 2020, the prince's reign was over and the black crow descended And that wasn't just a name that someone else had recommended That's the name I had to choose because the last one, I resented There was a point I thought I had her, now I can't, and I accept it There was a point I fell in love with both of you in different summers Neither one of you can say that we're the same shade of color Everything that you both put me through is hard to recover But it's time to make decisions, I'll have one or the other There's another one who found me back when I was so depressed I lost everything and everyone who wished me for the best I thought I was a host, but she saw me as a guest I really thought we'd die a couple, she was different from the rest She was different, yeah alright, but not the way that you would think She cheated on her mans and flirt with me when she had drinks She would text me when she's drunk, now she's why I overthink I thought when I went to college, I'm my life she'd be extinct But I was wrong, you tried to make me drown, but I bet you didn't know that crows can swim There was once I was in love, yeah you turned me to a simp I was trying to hold on, but you made me lose my grip You came in my life and dipped But it was all for the best, that's the first thing that you said to me You said that bout your ex, now today I say you're dead to me It hurt when you broke me and who you pretend to be There was a time I loved you both, but it isn't meant to be There was a point I fell in love with both of you in different summers Neither one of you can say that we're the same shade of color Everything that you both put me through is hard to recover But it's time to make decisions, I'll have one or the other