Way Too Much

I've been going through a lot I've been thinking that they're hits But they always gonna diss I've been taking all my shots But I'm always gonna miss Whether I'm balling or I'm calling It's time that I go all in I'm swinging by Tom Holland But it's way too much Way too much If I never started rapping, then my people wouldn't budge I would just become a book And the cover, they would judge They been calling me a bust That I never come in clutch Like I'm standing in attention And when you hold a grudge What I gotta do for you Before you put me in a crutch I'll tell you Don't do nothing Cause that's just who I am I fight, don't be ducking All the pain that I've been feeling It's just way too much Way too much Can't deal with it no more I've been broken Like an 03 Chevy Ain't got no luxury I'm making big discoveries I'm righting all my wrongs While I'm making my recovery Like Marshall in 2010 Got a bag full of sorrys Bring again and again It don't matter Cause all you bitches gave me was the fake love and hate Will I ever be whole? That question's in debate I've been going through a lot I've been thinking that they're hits But they always gonna diss I've been taking all my shots But I'm always gonna miss Whether I'm balling or I'm calling It's time that I go all in I'm swinging by Tom Holland But it's way too much Way too much If I never started rapping, then my people wouldn't budge I would just become a book And the cover, they would judge They been calling me a bust That I never come in clutch In this whole year I lost a lot My best friend in cancer Will god punish me? I been asking for the answer He been giving me the pain Is it meant for something good? My parents said I failed But they never understood It ain't easy telling people About the loss when you were young Said you had your best friend Until his bell rung It seem like his life ended Fore it even had begun I've accepted that he's gone And I'm glad that we had fun But it's way too much Way too much And even though he's gone I can never leave him dry Cause he'll always be my brother Just thinking makes me cry And ever since he left It just seemed like I ain't whole Like I'm in the driver's seat But am I in control? One year later And I'll return the favor They want the different side of me I got so many flavors Like the number 13 Cause I just left the pacers I've been going through a lot I've been thinking that they're hits But they always gonna diss I've been taking all my shots But I'm always gonna miss Whether I'm balling or I'm calling It's time that I go all in I'm swinging by Tom Holland But it's way too much Way too much If I never started rapping, then my people wouldn't budge I would just become a book And the cover, they would judge They been calling me a bust That I never come in clutch