Oatmeal Brain

I wanted to take the long gone road And walk with you there But I couldn't fake the enlightened role Beyond my despair Bound to where I slaved in pride My life's endeavor When I emerged the darkened sky Had changed forever And I wonder what's out there Search for dreams in open air Judgement's waiting for me Now on to a state where nothing's clear No dream to compare No sight but a voice to keep you down In your empty stare I had given all I had to show that I care The time had passed to take it back if I even dared And I wonder what's out there Search for truths in cold nigh air Forces waiting for me The deception in here glare And her changing face and hair Cut me down c'est la vie The ghost town of summer's empty streets When I stepped outside to find you And the ridicule was all that I could bear I tried so hard to find you I tried to find you there And I wonder what's out there Search for truths in cold nigh air Forces waiting for me The deception in here glare And her changing face and hair Cut me down c'est la vie And I wonder what's gone wrong Haven't seen you in so long Yet that save your empty seat Now I'm stepping through the door I'm just a stranger full of holes And I'm falling to my knee I looked for you there I looked for you there