new life (feat. J.D. Mollison)

It's hard man So fucking hard After Jackie and I split up Jackie, that's my ex I spent a couple months just drifting On the awkward couches of friends And various sad Airbnbs And lonely cheap hotels But when I finally got my own place I thought: Okay, new space! New life, new face! No more time for doom and despair! I will renew myself now There is still life within me There is love within me If I work on myself now There will be new love It's waiting for me somewhere I will become a better person I will learn from my mistakes I will reach out to all my friends I will take care of myself I will become a better person I will learn from my mistakes I will reach out to all my friends I will take care of myself I will make my bed And I will meet new people I will be out in the world I will vibe I will thrive I will finally be alive I will become actualized! I will finally be my true self! I will learn To love new people And I will learn How to be loved But then But then the lockdown hit And I was alone In a new home