sunshine.

Said I hope It rain on your parade Big disrespect when I feel a way You got me acting so different it's strange I got some issues with trust n it's lame Used to be carefree mick Jenkins, now I'm stressed out on the weekends, proud Not me, I rely on weed and just started picking up drinking, wow Intoxicated more often than not, sorry momma your son ain't too hot Ik it's a test but I'm failing a lot, God got a plan but the devil got plots Know that I'm good just lacking the guidance I pray for protection much better at hiding I'm keeping it pushing to find silver linings I keep looking forward the past shit behind me The sky open up feel the sun on my skin Staying afloat but too anxious to swim My walls boarded up I ain't let no one in Know I got family but never had friends My circle an oval no zeros get in My pops was my hero not like many men My moms is an angel I'm glad I'm her kid Really I'm blessed I'm just stuck in my head (Like) Everything, come full circle at the end of the day Try getting away, but sometimes there's something in the way Stay up when it rain, the sun coming up you just gotta be patient Perspective gon change, just give it some time while you waiting And everything, come full circle at the end of the day Try getting away, but sometimes there's something in the way Stay up when it rain, the sun coming up you just gotta be patient Perspective gon change, just give it some time while you waiting I ain't cry in a minute my well running dry No emotion in motion I wear a disguise I was 16 when my ego was high I was 16 when my ego had died At 17 saw my pops on the curb Handcuffed walked past with no words Had no where to go cause my momma was worse She was poppin' them pills every month on the first At 21 things got so much better Momma got saved and my pops kept his head up So proud of them both and they both proud of me Realizing things ain't as bad as they seem Not a thing in the world bring me down from a high I'm talking to God when I'm lonely at night He built me to last testimony in sight Learning from my mistakes think I'm gon' be alright Intoxicated more often than not, sorry momma your son ain't too hot Ik it's a test but I'm failing a lot, God got a plan but the devil got plots Know that I'm good just lacking the guidance I pray for protection much better at hiding I'm keeping it pushing to find silver linings I keep looking forward the past shit behind me The sky open up feel the sun on my skin Staying afloat but too anxious to swim My walls boarded up I ain't let no one in Know I got family but never had friends My circle an oval no zeros get in My pops was my hero not like many men My moms is an angel im glad I'm her kid Really I'm blessed I'm just stuck in my head (Like)