holding my breath

I've been holding my breath for too long And I've been trying to write the same song Of still feeling stuck in the same old rut Waiting for I don't know what to come and save me Before I drown Yeah, it aches my heart a little As I drink the nights away And it makes me think a little Of wasted opportunities I've been holding my breath for too long And I've been singing myself the same song Of still waiting on the world to change Or on something else to come and save me Before I drown Yeah, it aches my heart a little As I'm drifting through the days And it makes me think a little Of all the roads I could have seen, yeah I think it's up to me to make a change Up to me to find a way someday, someday I think it's up to me to make a change Up to me to find my way someday, someday I've been holding my breath for too long (So here I go) (I'm scared) (They say: "follow the lights tonight") (Takes all the running you can do) (It was 2013) (The kids grow up, yeah the kids grow up) (Back when we were teens) (Tell me that it's gonna be alright)