Tapped and Stuck

Trapped in my mind stuck in the mud I'm just trying to find a way out Trapped in my mind stuck in the mud I'm just trying to find a way out Trapped in my mind Snug as oj glove I got a knife in my back just for showing love Only got 50 left spent the test on drugs I'm fucked up in the club I went to college did some uppers I was down on my luck Now I’m stuck in the mud Praying that I find a way out Cops chocking niggas out when they laying face down Get booked they can fucking treat you like a slave now Pat him down that’s what the cop said Dumbed out my bookbag I’m lucky that I’m not dead I swear it’s hard being a black man in this society Chasing sobriety Can’t believe that my own mom lied to me But they do do say life is a comedy Drinking dusse to get through this tragedy It’s another side of me That you’ll fucking never see cause I’m just Trapped in my mind stuck in the mud I'm just trying to find a way out Trapped in my mind stuck in the mud I'm just trying to find a way out Trapped in my mind War prepping for the reaper Chain smoking refer Got me locked to these speakers Been confessing in the booth Like the engineer a preacher I am not the fucking leader I been known to just mislead them I’m just tryna find my focus Feed my folks And free the family Bringing rigor mortis To your doorstep if you doubt me I’m the best I say it proudly I'll put philly on my back Scouting land Cause it’s buildings still fucked up from crack See gentrification got me stressing Got me pacing Got me saving my money To invest in new places Been tried of smiling fake In white faces Everybody think I turned my back and I hate it But gotta keep moving Can’t sink into the darkness Still sink into the dark liquor until I’m nauseous Every night I’m dreaming I’m just staring at a coffin When I wake I just feel like a dead man walk-in Trapped in my mind stuck in the mud I'm just trying to find a way out Trapped in my mind stuck in the mud I'm just trying to find a way out