So Cold

(You tell me that you love me but you always taking from me Tell me why you gotta be So cold? When everything is lovely then you take it all away and leave a hole in my soul! Can I live? Before I die, before it's over? Your so cold so cold) As the tables are turning I grow anxiously nervous Feel like I gotta leave I can't deal with the burden Disregarding the purpose, perfectly placed person Eager to close the curtains Saying, I feel it's worthless I done seen this world change From a desperate and hurting To a better version of itself cause I was working Now it's angels and demons Alcohol and demeanors Broken doors repeated Loosing myself defeating Running and running away You said you love me today But tomorrow may be different cuz it's like night and day All of these mirrors are broken all I see is decay Wish I could see it much clearer Fearing my own fate We could be gone tomorrow Depending on our karma I'm still that knight in shining armor to help me fight this drama Better stand on my two feet before I cease to grab my honor Or this life will take me away from my son and daughter (You tell me that you love me but you always taking from me Tell me why you gotta be So cold? When everything is lovely then you take it all away and leave a hole in my soul! Can I live? Before I die, before it's over? Your so cold so cold) Tell me what is the motive? How you figure we growing? When we murder our own Have to burry our soldiers Come from these broken homes Raised in these battle zones Only to make it out To give back Thank hem it's tombstones Got the world on my shoulders And it's heavy and colder Than it's ever been Somebody tell me when it's over It's like a full time job just to stay alive! But ain't nobody safe in this 9-5 I pray the lord is is with me Cuz it could end so swiftly One moment I'm taking pictures then it's bullets in me Got damnit I can't stand it All the hate and the envy First it's Tupac and Biggie now we mourning for Nipsey? Tell Me where is the love if There ever was any! Only heaven can send the me the answers I have so plenty Living as Black men standing here all alone May our angels travel with us as we make it home (You tell me that you love me but you always taking from me Tell me why you gotta be So cold? When everything is lovely then you take it all away and leave a hole in my soul! Can I live? Before I die, before it's over? Your so cold soooooo. cold)