When Alone

Get on your phone Tell me how much love you got for me Since we're so connected Can you tell how hard it is for me That's all I know Still, I'm at a loss for words And I can't understand How you feel through the phone How you feel when I'm gone How you feel when alone And you can't understand How I feel through the phone How I feel when you're gone How I feel when alone Dark thoughts are taking over They're showing slowly I'm on my night shift Working on a story My face is neutral but my heart is in a hurry My mind's racing My hands sweatin' Pressure's upon me That package weighing like a lot Been on the field since 8pm And I ain't miss anything I'm done at 6am, for the time I gotta sing Early birds gon' make me free in the morning Yeah, uh That was the lifestyle The paper takes time And I bet you didn't know I bet you didn't know I bet you didn't know Inside I think I feel afraid of my own shadow (You didn't notice me) Inside The darkness' making way, enjoy the madness (You didn't notice me) Inside I'm falling way too deep into the abyss Inside It's loneliness I was digging deep Off my pockets Couldn't know how much to keep Working while most of y'all were asleep Nights went cold Even in the summer I'd spend so much time on dopamine To get off my brain Living this way To get bread off my pain Cut contact and isolate myself Maybe this energy can only hurt myself Maybe I'd be better off with no else All this time, I tried to keep you up With me All this time, I tried to keep you up But you let go of me Yeah, uh That was the lifestyle The paper takes time And I bet you didn't know I bet you didn't know I bet you didn't know Inside I think I feel afraid of my own shadow (You didn't notice me) Inside The darkness' making way, enjoy the madness (You didn't notice me) Inside I'm falling way too deep into the abyss Inside It's loneliness Inside I think I feel afraid of my own shadow (You didn't notice me) Inside The darkness' making way, enjoy the madness (You didn't notice me) Inside I'm falling way too deep into the abyss Inside It's loneliness It's loneliness It's loneliness It's loneliness It's loneliness