Patience

I've been struggling for views Not perceptions of the people my deceptions Is you don't even really listen To me I've been moving different Guess that everything we had wasn't to mess with cnd you won't even open up my message cnd you don't even read all of my texts Tell me the reason why I just messaged all of my exes Texting sayin' I'm stressed and everything is a mess cnd life in shambles with guesses Still going out with my people to different quests cnd thinking it's still impressive (maybe) I'm events where I'm not even on the guest list (maybe) Hit up a girl that's about to move into Texas Probably stay up in Waco ask her to make exceptions (maybe) I'm just trynna break your feelings on a vibe or (maybe) Get a taste of what you're craving for inside it's (krazy) But what I'm feeling isn't real I'm just intoxicated You ask me questions I don't care for Cause I know you're feeling obligated Take care of me to feel important maybe It's sad I'm not important baby Talking down on my own Texts that stated I miss you are blowing up on my phone But songs are nothing for me But the reason that my depression empties cnd to the guy who you're fucking tell him I envy Everything yet I hate you cnother the reason bottles take me Probably the reason why it's empty maybe You're just the reason why it's empty lately I fucking hate being intoxicated I'll probably stay inside cnd I'll listen to my conscious speak it I'm just out here on a vibe just thinking That I don't really like the vibe this weekend