Grow (Radio Edit)

There've been times in my life when I'd swear I was winning, looking back obvious I was sinning Yeah I've been on a roll & I felt like a pimp, got punked at the door & I shrunk like a wimp Been lost in a place where I didn't know the time, hadn't a friend & I'd pissed off my wife Too drunk to use my computer phone, screen was all blurry lost all alone Well I guess in the end nothing's what we expected, I guess you grow up & hope not to waste Just the little bit of time in the beginning we're given, try not to dwell on your mistakes while living Man it's hard enough just to get out of bed, young & hungover or closer to dead & the truth is that not one of us really knows, so the best we can do is try to grow Most times I'm just trying to calm the beast, why is everybody always poking at me I could still feel your hands on me the next day, as if we shifted electricity So what roads what now please show me how, you'd by lying if you say that you can't allow Yeah how we supposed to stop this train, why you wanna fight it knowing it's time to change Something you're feeling that you've yet to find Itching & irking in the back of your mind Something you're seeing that has yet to be found Something you're hearing that's been stuck underground Stretches I'd wished I could somehow make last, others that couldn't get away enough fast Where's this better place hell ain't you impressed, maybe I've yet found a way to represent Myself or perhaps need again reinvent, pretend all I done wasn't just pay the rent Well we both know these days it takes a bit more, so grab onto me baby let's roll