Jealous

I have learned, that all I was taught was a lie I have found that the truth is obscured by the best deceivers that money can buy If I showed you the way, your reaction would be to deny On deaf ears words will fall, but I know that still have to try I've had thoughts, I've done deeds I'm independent, but I have needs So here I wait to be struck down where I stand I understand why my faith Slips through my hands, like the desert sands I know your name And you are Jealous As above and so below, the oldest story ever told Twelve disciples and twelve signs, the turning age at the end of times If I told you the truth, your reaction would be to deny It's all been said before, but I know that still have to try I've had thoughts, I've done deeds I'm independent, but I have needs So here I wait to be struck down where I stand I understand why my faith Slips through my hands, like the desert sands I know your name And you are Jealous