Are You Always Teeth Clenched?

As you drift off on Any train going west My hand is laid out Feeling for what I remember Finger by finger A spirit That splintered here And formed a force field Before If we ever were To start Are you always teeth clenched Is this constant distance The only way to be? The only way to be? It wasn’t long ago I woke up early To make you coffee and Watch you sleep On your birthday And on mine was The last before you left We made the most of it, picturesque Does our sun always set As if The day was never here Are you always teeth clenched Is this constant distance The only way to be? The only way to be? The only way to be? When I took your arms And wrapped them around mine You see what I should do Can’t come from just anyone