Deeper Pain

The weight of the world is still on me At the middle of the world Still The weight is still on me Mom the weight is still on me At the middle of the world Weight still on me yeah tmz shit Man this pain getting deeper Drive my car real fast can't slow down Everytime I'm wrong everytime I'm sad What do f*ck I do tryna make this money The world on my shoulders feeling heavy My pride you know blinkz I be carrying The pain and the bother in my heart I flush shit I'm drinking on syrup Flush shit off doing more Tryna change blinkz tryna live up standards Blinkz I really lost my guard Put it on God,we becoming real tall Sorry that I've been causing all this hurt You know blinkz sometimes I'm wrong And all the time you know blinkz be wrong And I be sorry for the times I don't call Hardest heart when I feel alone I will be feeling dumb Really tryna write a song,really tryna keep up Got me hold up,man this life a struggle Mom I've sorry for everytime that I did wrong Ain't right you know blinkz man I'm still dumb Still cry in my bed before I sleep mom I'm steady for this grind I'm tryna get some And the weight of the world still on me At the center of the universe I'm just feeling really colder now Shit getting really harder now I'm just feeling really colder now Everybody write a song for their mom so this time I will be doing mine Hope we can make it right Man the life shit go be fire sometimes Spending my time on the grind Yeah my family Needs me gotto be home tonight Dave drive a benz we've seen the life I got my money but love ain't right Getting love from my family Everytime man they care for me Really really lost it Girlfriend go leave me friends still go snitch on me Man it's really crazy how they do us It's really sad how they do us now Scary how they do us now Tmz shit crazy