Memory

Without you by my side It's hard to breathe Replaying these thoughts In my head of memories The light inside my darkness You were my ecstasy I don't wanna let you go I'm tryna find the joy in it all Those moments came and went But in the end They all dissolve They say it's not healthy To live inside a lost But I can't let you go I'm tryna find myself The world's gone cold I look inside the mirror I see you No I see me I'm not thinking clear I don't know Just where to turn When I'm feeling all alone My heart's bleeding When I see your ghost inside my room But what's grievance Felt like this before you were even gone But I need it Before the thought of you starts decomposing But I'll never let you go Overthinking and regretting some things I should've Said to you when You were laying inside that bed Now you're just a memory inside my head now I can think of you every time I hear this song now Over drinking I've been sipping way too much I don't listen when they say I shouldn't But I'm feeling numb Cause you're just a memory inside my head now I can think of you every time I hear this song now Don't wanna take the blame cause it ain't on me All of our flaws they try to haunt me Closing my eyes to see I'm falling But I'll pick myself back up no I don't need nobody Is what I like to say cause I'm too stubborn Just like you were Look up to God say a prayer for me Those were your last words Tryna talk to him right now But I'd rather talk to you first I can feel you near me I can feel your spirit Guiding me on my path Sorry if I relapse You just gotta go and give me time so I can reset So I can reassess everything that's going on Head's high I'm staying strong Coping how I cope but lost Overthinking and regretting some things I should've Said to you when You were laying inside that bed Now you're just a memory inside my head now I can think of you every time I hear this song now Over drinking I've been sipping way too much I don't listen when they say I shouldn't But I'm feeling numb Cause you're just a memory inside my head now I can think of you every time I hear this song now