PARANOID

Yeah Should I let go And just give up On something that I work so hard for It's the timing But the time flies by so quick I can't even keep my eyes closed I'm lonely But my hearts so cold that's why I keep it on the down low You don't know me But you feel my pain through my words Of the song that are spoken I'm Paranoid I'm Paranoid oh oh I said I'm Paranoid I'm Paranoid oh oh Stressful situations I'm in I'm uncomfortable Well everyone is It's not just you flipping through emotions You want change than you gotta be devoted Own lane where I'm at You can quote that No fame but My songs still run laps No pain than you better Get your heart back Don't say it was When your the one who fell flat But I won't play the blame game Cuz if I gotta own up to it No i won't shed shame I gotta dig deeper Y'all on the same thing It has no meaning Sorry I'm painting the bigger picture With my pen and pad It's how I vent I don't need nobody holding my hand I make myself better Now they tryna find out my plans to find where I am Just know it's me who's taking the chance I mean Should I let go And just give up On something that I work so hard for It's the timing But the time flies by so quick I can't even keep my eyes closed I'm lonely But my hearts so cold that's why I keep it on the down low You don't know me But you feel my pain through my words Of the song that are spoken I'm Paranoid I'm Paranoid oh oh I said I'm Paranoid I'm Paranoid oh oh A hard pill to swallow Moms in the ER I can't get no convos Bloods rushing from her head doc "What's the problem, Can you tell me anything I'll go and give you some dollars I don't mean to holler I just want to know the truth" She said "Your mom was beat and left for dead up in Her room By a Lyft driver" Wait I don't mean to get caught up But I might go and stick a knife in this sick bastard But than I'm just like him so it don't matter It's kinda fucked up right yeah it's so tragic No justice was done So it's f*ck the system Couple bucks for the bail And he's back to living You should rot inside a cell Nobody would miss you And if I end up in hell I'm coming up to get you Spit missiles I don't need to shoot no pistols Cock back aim Truthfully it's not that simple Why am I stuck in my ways I try my hardest but part of me still feels ashamed No it's not hard to believe That I put the work in but sometimes i don't feel that way I gotta get it together or else Ima grow up and I'll be regretting some things That you could've done But you never did so how bout you go make a change I never live out of jealousy I've been in my element so I don't hear what your telling me I'm too elegant with proper etiquette in society I've been doing everything I can to turn to a veteran Head of my time I'm on the rise Dead or alive I'm one of a kind Don't ever say I never could rhyme I'm better than most But y'all love to listen to lies I've entered my prime It's time for you to open your eyes I mean Should I let go And just give up On something that I work so hard for It's the timing But the time flies by so quick I can't even keep my eyes closed I'm lonely But my hearts so cold that's why I keep it on the down low You don't know me But you feel my pain through my words Of the song that are spoken I'm Paranoid I'm Paranoid oh oh I said I'm Paranoid I'm Paranoid oh oh