ALEXANDER, THE GREATEST (feat. Aaron Somers & sid)

I'll blame it all on puberty 'Cause that is what my sister told me Started taking therapy 'Cause that is what my sister told me Start bein' a good person 'Cause that is who I want to be Instead of this f*ck livin' in my mind rent-free Constant screaming, zoned out feelin' Useless pictures that hold no meanin' All the same words keep repeatin' All conversations are misleadin' Always chaos in my head Everything you said Keeps replaying until I'm dead Tell me what to do instead Because you know what's best Oh, well except the things that you suggest I thought there was a heaven You told me to think realistic I thought I had depression Told me to think realistic I thought I made progression You told me to think realistic I thought I had an obsession Told me to think realistic What the f*ck is realistic? Am I being pessimistic? Is this law I found just a lie For being atheistic? I'm startin' to question myself And everything I believed in Because everything is so twisted I'm so sick She said the reason for my anger Is this bitch called Alexander Made an album bout you, third year Felt depressing, colored my hair Did my nails, fresh breath of air Two people inside of my head I sound so stupid, I am aware But at this point, I don't even care I just don't see the point of it anymore Sometimes I just wanna close that door I don't care what I said before I'll drop dead on the floor (The greatest) I'm scared that I'll be like this forever Aggressive bitch with no respect whatsoever It's all because of you I'll think of you forever That's why I hate you 'Cause life would just be so much better Ahuh I wish that you weren't here altogether Because nothing you do helps me So why would it matter? If I would just take this knife And just end it forever? I know, I know you're here for a reason Double-edged sword, picked the wrong side Now I'm done for Twisted mind, I keep blaming it on ya What else, what else am I supposed to do?