I'M NOT HERE

Escapen from the torture Broke a downwards spiral And here I see you again Months pass by without saying anything Your presence left my mind Thought I was done I guess the story has just begun You wouldn't know Or neither would you care You've made me so unstable And you weren't even aware Because to me you ran away And came back on another day And you'd expect that I'd do the same And I'll be right here Showing I won't disappear Universe's my puppeteer So things you'll do I'll just blame him I'm scared that you will see my tears I'm crying out of touch Was it perhaps too much? And now you're exactly what I fear I'm sorry for these times I'm not clear I'm sorry for these times But I'm not here