IT'S NEVER ENOUGH.

First it was November, gonna make a song called July The cycle repeats itself, another night left to cry I was so scared to lose you, I'm too scared to say goodbye Because why is it called goodbye if the exit isn't good? Oh why Am I scared to die? Why don't I even try? Just tears in my eye Who can I trust if everything that I say is a lie This universe better change things sooner or later I just can't accept the fact that I hate her I'm getting nostalgic about getting nostalgic And I'll probably get nostalgic about this Those weird things that I'll miss Because sometimes I get the weird feeling That the world seems so fake Was this all a big mistake? And I just blame it on you Thank you for your help Thank you for your patience Thank you for your time Thank you for the memories Thank you for the pain Thank you for the love I'd love to see you again Although it's never enough I don't know what I'm trying to say with these lyrics I'll be honest I'm still confused, I'm just saying what I'm thinking Sometimes it just feels like I'm sinking in a sea of thoughts Should I do what everyone wants and ignore my own feeling? Back when I was six, I was already having these thoughts Saying life would be better without me being, was crying a lot Of course I was being dramatic, I was so problematic I'm changing all my feelings too much, that's just fantastic I'm getting nostalgic about getting nostalgic I just wish that things wouldn't be so tragic That's when I start to panic I don't miss you I miss the person in my head And that's what makes me want to forget And I'll just blame it on you And I'd say Thank you for your help (thank you for the help) Thank you for your patience (thank you for the patience) Thank you for your time (thank you for the time) Thank you for the memories (thank you for the memories Thank you for the pain (thank you for the pain) Thank you for the love (thank you for the love) I'd love to see you again (I'd love to see you again) Although it's never enough (although it's never enough) There's this feeling I get whenever I talk to you That I can't put into a song Or into words 'Cause they don't capture it correctly I just want to remember this feeling For when you're gone 'Cause it feels safe 'Cause it feels like home Thank you for Everything