LIFE WITHOUT YOU (feat. Luna)

You know that I'm so stupid Everything I just forget Why did I even love you? And what made me so attached? I've tried to find excuses Really find what the truth is My thoughts I keep forgetting And my words keep repeating After all you did, after all you thought You deserve to burn, mind is so corrupt I still run away and feel so alone Wish that you would stay 'Cause now my brain is fucked I wish I didn't meet you Just so I couldn't miss you You're fucking with all my thoughts Sometimes I'd wanna kill you I just don't know what to think When you're all I think about You're all I see when I blink And I wish life could be without you Still writing fucked up songs about you Nostalgia still hitting, I'm bound to you Even though I am not supposed to I stopped caring about you Found no reason to care about someone when I don't care about myself But now I hate you Not what I was trying to do I don't mind, just go ahead And leave me alone Now I'm trying to leave and you try to pull me back in What the f*ck do you want? Do you hate me, do you love me? Is it all of the above? I changed your name to two letters I feel more comfortable with that Instead of your full name I keep getting so attached There's nothing happening between us (please go away) So why do I still think in this way? (please go away) If I had to guess i'd say that I'm scared that this will be our last day (please go away) I wish I didn't meet you Just so I couldn't miss you You're fucking with all my thoughts Sometimes I'd wanna kill you I just don't know what to think When you're all I think about You're all I see when I blink And I wish life could be without you (please, please, please go away) (please, please, please go away) Still writing fucked up songs about you (please, please, please go away) (please, please, please go away) Nostalgia still hitting, I'm bound to you (please, please, please go away) (please, please, please go away) Even though I'm not supposed to (please, please, go away) I think I still love you (go away, go away) I think I still want you (want you) But I can't get my head through (my head) I think we met too soon My brain just won't forget you (brain) If I can't get these thoughts out my head I'll use words to express my life And if I can't do that then I might get the gun Metaphorically kill everyone My love isn't something that you want (my love) Maybe I'm lost In my head are these thoughts Coming right from my mind Maybe I wanna kill you (kill you) Maybe I'll take your life (take your life) I wish I didn't meet you Just so I couldn't miss you You're fucking with all my thoughts Sometimes I'd wanna kill you I just don't know what to think When you're all I think about You're all I see when I blink And I wish life could be without you (go away, go away) (go away, please go away) Still writing fucked up songs about you (go away, go away) (go away, please go away) Nostalgia still hitting, I'm bound to you (go away, go away) (go away, please go away) Even though I am not supposed to I think I still love you After all this time Could you please be mine?-