Vacant (feat. Chipp23)

Counting up all of the seconds I've wasted I'm biding my time Scared of the future I don't wanna waste it Doubt is the reason I'm chasing Heard from a senior to chill and be patient I'm all in my bag Fortune don't favor the weak so I chase it Cloudy my thoughts I feel faded Looking for peace, cause my heart has been vacant Demons, they testing my patience Happy to see all the paths that I've taken Growth only happens in stages Hard to believe insecurities fading The pain will subside Back with a vengeance, anxieties raging My mental's a prison I'm caged in Running a scheme Ain't what it seems Not doing this for show Past got a hold Don't wanna let go Clinging to more than hope Sipping on tea God a machine Pray for my health, I know Bad as it seems It's working for me Doing this till I blow Blowing out speakers until the walls cave in Sleep when I'm dead is a maybe Master the piece, what you are what you came with Silence an opp I don't say shit Casually speaking with no conversation She killing my vibe Back in a minute, I've been on vacation Lonely my soul, I've been waiting Guess my mind is made up quick Heart is stuck on bad decisions And I can't get with it at all Always wondering where I've been Tired of late night reminiscing Change feeling so distant Stuck in a haze, dream of the top Stuck in my ways, been through a lot Just the beginning, my work isn't finished It's all laid out for me, imma go get it Feels like it's fate, I'm drawing the lots Gin and Champagne, all on the rocks I got a chance, so you know imma take it Stuck on a dream, yeah you know imma chase it From time to time I just be stuck in my mind Hiding my feelings inside Sometimes I just wanna hop in the ride Aye And go for a drive Or maybe a swim baby give it a try We can get lost in the tides Cause honestly I've just been drowning with pride So I just Float to survive I try to be patient But my time is has always be wasted And my heart has always been vacant From the start I'm feeling Complacent It's so hard when living Adjacent To a park but don't know the bases When it's dark it look like they pacing But it's dreams that they really chasing