Chasing Ghosts (feat. Plnvw)

I wish this shit would leave Wish I could stand on my own damn feet You keep me falling to my knees Dreaming that you were the real thing And I wish this shit would leave Wish I could stand on my own damn feet But I'm begging here to breathe Tell me what do you see? I've been reckless, restless, a mess And you couldn't care less Yeah, yeah, yeah Guess I didn't get the message Guess I didn't learn my lesson And I've been missing you Wishing you missed me too Yeah, yeah, yeah Guess I didn't count my blessings Guess I'm fucking sick of guessing You said you wouldn't leave, then you ran If I can't have your trust then who can Heard you got yourself a new man If only you knew just what you had You up and left me Began to forget me And bound my heart beat when I needed you most Now your spirit haunts me Your memory taunts me And I run in circles just chasing your ghost I wish this shit would leave Wish I could stand on my own damn feet You keep me falling to my knees Dreaming that you were the real thing And I wish this shit would leave Wish I could stand on my own damn feet But I'm begging here to breathe Tell me what do you see? See the worst thing about you Is that I cannot let you out Thought I had figured this out But I keep on crumbling down Scared to let go of you now Scared to stand up and bust out Never changes, girl, I'm not proud Feels like we been arguing forever Putting holes in the walls together Cut ties never sever Maybe one day we'll get better Cause I been fighting all these feelings You should come for the weekend Girl, I know you got a new man But let me show you how you should shine And I wish this shit would leave Wish I could stand on my own damn feet But I'm begging here to breathe Tell me what do you see?